My first shemale attraction

My first shemale attraction

In high school a group of friends and I obtain a copy of Hustler magazine. Each week one of us will take the magazine home for the weekends, then give it to the next following classmate. It was the weekend of my turn. I rushed home to get started on my masturbation. I even had planned excuses for why I was taking too long in the bathroom or in my room. “I ate the mystery meat at lunch time. my stomach is not feeling too good” or “studying for a big test. Cannot be bothered”. I finally got to my room and began to get ready for my masturbation session. Stroking my cock looking through pages of beautiful nude women. I flipped across the last few pages which were ads for phone sex. Each featured different fetishes from Asian, lesbians, to foot fetish. One of the ads had a beautiful woman with a penis. I quickly turned the page, but it was too late. The Image of the shemale caught my eye. I turned back to look at it for more detail. Suddenly my penis became harder whit each glance of her luscious lips, beautiful tits and her thick smooth huge cock. Started to masturbate vigorously and climaxed. That was the most intense masturbation I’ve ever done. Shocked at the fact that I masturbated towards the Image of a penis made me confuse. I’m not gay. I’m not attracted to men. To begin to test myself by logging on my computer. I searched for pictures of gay porn. Images of buff strong men with huge penises filled my computer screen. From there I started again to stroke my cock to see any effect. None. My penis was flaccid the whole time. I turn back to the magazine and re-stroke my penis towards the nude pictures of women. Like clockwork my penis began to erect itself. “okay, I’m not gay.” Then why did I become excited when I saw a shemale. Began to analyze my situation. I realized that in high school the word pussy is associated with the weak and scared. The word penis is strong and tough and That’s why. I am normally attracted to strong independent strong women. Shemales adds a dominant sexual feelings for me. At that moment I realize that I had a attraction for shemales. That weekend in addition to the normal woman, I also masturbated to that one image of a shemale. This is my fetish. I have a shemale attraction.